nothingness and beyond

resurrected from blog death.

2006-08-11T16:54:00.000+08:00

okay, so what's been up with me lately? lol

well. as usual. SCHOOL! hehe. and yes, myspace. I dunno, after updating my myspace, i find myself hooked up to it. yeah, i know, nothing special :)

i missed blogging though :D

haaay. finals is one week from now! ackkkk. and i have yet to do something about my thesis. arghh. (read: course card distribution: dooms day for me!)

okay, stop being a pessimist ecky. lol.

and yea, go easy on the carbs! you're getting fat. LOL

[after some doodling...]

I Rest In You Alone

i sit and wonder
as the beauty of the world unfolds
right before my eyes,
taking all that i am.
i contemplate, come to my own epiphany
of what is great,
and of what is not.

i ask myself questions
"why do i even stay here?"
freezing like a marbled statue
like an ice cube,
slowly melting, vanishing.
"why do i live to know about
all the grandest things in this world
yet feel..... empty?"

these questions never left me
they continue to haunt my dreams,
my thoughts, my ways.
my very essence.

i hated myself for having to wonder
about all these,
when i can choose to stay indifferent,
apathetic.
empty.

But life is indeed crazy, wonderful, real
and hopeful.
Because these very confusions lead me to You
and my heart that was once restless
finally rests in You.

whatever.

2006-07-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

random thoughts..

arghh.

lately im feeling too lazy. too lazy to do anything.

arghh..

http://www.myspace.com/ekagurl keeps me busy. what the heck?

Film Analysis. "Bata Bata, Paano Ka Ginawa?"

Fine.

Im doing it now.

err.

something's wrong with me. very wrong.

NO CLASSES!

2006-07-13T11:22:00.000+08:00

It’s been raining really hard lately, and because of that, students delight in the suspension of classes. Yesterday, classes from 11:40 onwards were called off. As for our case, (the Kabios), it has no effect since our class every Wednesdays ends at 12:20. Anyway, I guess okay na rin yun. We were able to get together and watch Pirates of the Carribean (Dead Man’s Chest). The movie was fun, although I felt that the ending was quite hanging. Johnny Depp’s antics were cute though… (He’s so gorgeous – also Orlando Bloom) We found ourselves laughing our hearts out @ the movie house. Hehe! It feels great to finally spend gimik times with friends and forget about school for a little while. :D

PS: My feet got really drenched in dirty water last night -- the consequence of wearing sandals! Waaaa.

I was surprised last night to find out that there will be no classes today. I studied for Paralec quiz pa naman. Hehe. I guess it’s okay na rin, coz at least I can really prepare for the poetry recital (really??). Haha! Oh well. Today, I’ll be a certified bum here. I wish I could try to have an advance study for the upcoming exams. Tambak na naman!

Rainy Day

2006-07-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

i started this day really early.. imagine, i was already awake at around 3am for no apparent reason. all i did was go online and surf. haha. what an addiction.

anyways, i had to meet Ice at around 9 am because we had to go to UPLB. I was quite frustrated to find out that she wasn't sure if that's really the place where we can get our Clostridium perfringens. But yeah, we went there nonetheless.

We had quite a hard time looking for the right bus that'll take us to Los Banos, but we managed anyway. We arrived @ LB around 12noon, just in time for lunch. I was starving, it felt like my digestive system has gone wacko. hehe.

anyway, upon arriving @ UPLB (via jeep somewhere..), I was amused at how big the university is. There were different buildings for different departments (i.e Biology: Pathology of Plants; Microbiology Building..) Im not sure how the buildings are called though. Okay, so we were there at the Micro building.. There were students having their dance practice. And yeah, was I surprised that the lab was.... CLOSED, because today is a Saturday.

Haay. I should've known. Anyways, there's nothing we can do about it anymore. We have to come back this week, and I really hope we'll we able to get the bacteria. Hectic pa naman week na toh.

The ride back here was okay. I slept at the bus. We arrived back here @ around 2pm. It was raining!! Grr. I was wearing beach pants pa naman. It was my fault also. Hehe. Dirty feet. Eeky feeling. Haha.

That's about it. I think i'll be killing time just staying here @ the condo... eating the Cassava cake (yum!) I bought for myself and for my brothers (esp. Jayson).

*toodles*

Stars & Stripes-filled stomach.

2006-07-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

Highlights of the day:

Dreadful exam in Rels.

Video shoot for Rels.

Laughtrips.

And more laughtrips.

Food trips.

And more food trips.
SM MOA with family.

Fun + Food.

I ate a lot today.

No wonder… Im getting fat..

Tsktsk.

Not in the mood to share stories.

Too many things to worry about.

Moon-day

2006-07-03T18:00:00.000+08:00

Well. Today is quite a nice day, although I got a cut on my ring finger. I think I’m the most careless person in the whole universe. Anyways, I have no worries because it doesn’t hurt anymore. :D

Our lab exam in Micro was given back this morning. Haay. My score was okay, although I wasn’t satisfied because I could’ve done better if I didn’t change my answers on three questions. Sakit ko na ata ung laging nagpapalit ng sagot, tapos tama pala ung una. Grr. Nevertheless, God is good. :D I only studied for the test only on the day of the exam, so mejo nakachamba pa ako.

Okay, enough of the whole acads talk.

Hmm. I just realized that we have so many things to do. Reportings, poem recital, long exams, and my thesis are just some of them.

Haay. I miss being home. I miss being with my family. I miss hanging out with old friends. Oh well, have to live with it. Besides, it’s fun to learn. Hehe.

Hmm. Lovelife sucks right now. I have crushes though, the likes of Brad Pitt and Chad Michael Murray. Hehe.

I have one question in mind. “Is inconsistency the name of the game?”

I’m always a victim of this.

a day @ school + mall

2006-07-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.

this day.. is quite.. okay, i guess.

i woke up really early today (around 730am.) after surfin the net for a little while, i got ready for school. I have no classes, but I had to go to the lab for thesis. Didn't do much work today. *sob*

anyways, after leaving the lab @ around 1230, I went to STRC comp lab.

ang lungkot, ako lang at si Manong ung tao dun. Nakakarindi pa ung boses nya, kanta ng kanta. hehe.

hmm.

went back here @ around 3pm. I had lunch then. After an hour or so, my mom and I went to SM MOA. Great. daming tao.

stroll stroll. ang lungkot. basta basta. there's this skirt i saw two weeks ago, and it was already gone. i literally had tantrums there and then, coz I was supposed to buy it the moment I saw it, but my mom said we're on a hurry. ayan tuloy..

we ate at some American restaurant. i felt.. bloated. again and again..

i should really watch what I eat. tsk. Im back to my bad habits of eating whatever foods. grr.

why do the genes coding for "just-eat-a-little-and-still-you'll-get-fat" have to be on my DNA material? grr hehe. jk. gotta love myself!

rest rest rest. the days pass by so fast..

yesterday's entry

2006-07-01T06:28:00.000+08:00

Well. I supposedly have no classes on Fridays. Nevertheless, I went to school.

I already submitted my Green & White whatever, and got a schedule for the pictorial. Read: August 4. Shucks. Question: Pano ba magsmile?

At around 1130, I bumped into Paolo and we talked something about our thesis. After that, I decided to visit the chapel. I talked to Him. It felt nice being there, I felt like I left all the bitterness of the world behind me. I saw inside that sweet sanctuary nothing but peace. I’m always busy, and I have to admit that I somehow take Him for granted. However, as the song goes, “and when I realize the distance between Your heart and mine, I’m amazed when You call me to Your side,” I know that I come to Him not with my own strength, but in my weakness I have embraced the One who’s strong.

After the mass, I went straight to the micro lab to do thesis stuff. This wasn’t my plan really, because I felt lazy. Then again, I overpowered my indolence. Hehe. Way to go Eka! Hehe

I had my lunch @ already 3pm. I was accompanied by Razganda to Agno. I ate burger + cheese + egg. Delicious, oily, and fatty it was. Hehe.

Went to SJ, still with Raz, and saw Romsi and Mami Love at one of the brown tables. As usual, a couple of laughtrips. Actually, muka akong baliw kanina. Mukang bata, nakikipaghabulan. Romsi kasi!

I went back to the lab to do thesis stuff, again. Finished at around 630 pm but I had to stay for a while to help JM do his gram-staining. I wasn’t able to totally help him though, because I had to go home already..

And now, here I am. Blah blah blah.

Oh, I’ll be having another blogsite which contains some of my literary compositions. ;)

my zodiac sign: Aquarius. trulilIi! :D

2006-06-30T03:19:00.000+08:00

What Is Your True Sign?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker
What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you
In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered
In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends
Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer
Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads
You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

Seraphic Days. Mystic Nights by ch4rm3d

2006-06-30T02:48:00.000+08:00

Bloomfields light up the dreadful sky
Sudden gush of the winter craze
Spring cools the weary heart
A woman trapped in a sweet gentle gaze

Her gleaming eyes -- so small she couldn’t see
The falling of yellow, dainty leaves on a seraphic day
A lost soul searching for its wicked star
On a mystic night she flew away

Tears flicker – a taste, a vision of bitterness
Broken, hopeful hearts, off they wander
Watching from the bizarre underground
Floating on air – on an empty space
Till they finally fall, it wasn’t real after all

Only a dear friend like the sentient universe
Can sympathize, can heed
Oh, the blazing sun stares in awe – in all that was gloomy
Oh, the December wind lifts reassuring arms
Oh, the magical storm whistles a song of songs
A hymn for a rude awakening that was,

no one But me.

+ felt like writing +

+ in touch with my humanity? +

another day of collecting mind candies

2006-06-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Highlights of the day:

We had a dreadful exam in Paralec. I hate it when I depend solely on my cellphone’s alarm clock. I slept last night at 9pm, hoping I’d be able to wake up at 11pm – so that I can study for the exam. You know what happened. Eka woke up @ 630 am this morning. And she still has to study her notes – her dreadful notes.

Sheesh. My brain cells suddenly got really used up just answering the exam. Hehe.

Hmm. I didn’t do anything for thesis today – partly because I feel there’s not enough time to autoclave my glassware and prepare the SIM culture media, and partly because all I want to do was to rest this evening. (read: indolence on call. Haha.)

Biotics. Nothing significant happened. Oh, laughtrips with Romsi and Raz. They said I am showing extreme/visible/believable signs of Dum Dum fever. Haha.

Litera. We just consulted Dr. Evasco for the poems we’ve chosen for our midterm exam (poem recital). I chose Elegy to an Unwept Soldier by Nguyen Quoc Vinh. We were asked to research on information about our authors. As for looking up for my author on the internet, I had a hard time. :D

We went to Agno, and we purposely attended Relstri class late. What can I do? I’m so hungry I have to eat something. (read: Chicken burger with egg.) I was with Zyh, Riccel, and Junno a.k.a “cool^dude.” Laughtrips again..

More laughtrips during Relstri discussion. “Pumunta nako sa sakayan ng LRT, dun sa booth.. Nagbayad nako para sa token.” Token it is. Haha. :D

Finally. Chem class. Almost all of us from the morning session joined the afternoon people. Great.

I went to the library and stayed there for a while – reading some books on poetry and other miscellany. I decided to finally go home after an estimate of 30 mins (?) and borrowed some books..

Got back here. Oh, bought food first from 10-Q. Watched TV. Read. And now, write something.

Time to hibernate. :D

oh. wait. I remembered something. My favorite movie: My Best friend's Wedding. I especially love the song "I Say a Little Prayer," and "The Way You Look Tonight." haaay.

"This song is on loan, until you two find your song.."

not in the mood

2006-06-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

Tuesday

busy.

well.. i just felt the need to post something in here, even when I know I still have tons of things to do.

Read: exams in Microlab and Paralec.

Im a certified crammer. I shouldn't be getting used to this.

Have to go. Study, study study.

oohh. i love sweet potatoes. :P

RESSURECTED FROM BLOG DEATH

2006-06-24T14:02:00.000+08:00

Saturday -- Manila Day

It's raining hard, and I feel.. well, quite gloomy. For it is during this kind of weather that my thoughts are playing tricks on me. It's like thunder making loud noises inside my head and lightning suddenly striking me. Sheesh. I don't like it when it rains. But I guess.. I have to get used to it..

*Song playing right now: In Your Hands ( a praise song)

"So close, I believe.. You're holding me now in your hands, I belong.. You never let me go.. "

I love listening to praise songs, doing so somehow keeps my faith intact, especially during times when I feel disconnected to Him.

*Busy. Intoxicating. That's how school WAS for me. Yeah, I'd be a hypocrite if I deny getting stressed out because of school, but I know better now. Learning/studying can be fun, if you look at it as a way to appreciate the world more. Sure, memorizing tons of scientific names of the different species of parasites can sometimes give you a headache, but knowing the existence of such creatures makes you see how diverse life really is.

*It's nice to have my 2 brothers around. La lang. =)

*err. THESIS. I'm speechless.

kaboom

2006-04-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT?

i guess im certain that i do..

do know the rollercoaster im in

i guess it's just all the same

i got caught up in this game

in your glance, i drown

but you're getting away

even before i get near you

and so i..

i just won't brag

i wont do anything stupid

i just won't dig in

i won't i won't

i guess im certain that i've been..

been careless, been selfish

i guess im not to blame

i keep screaming for your name

i feel a little helpless

same old song same old story

every breath just goes to waste
and so i..

i just won't brag

i wont do anything stupid

i just won't dig in

i won't i won't

coz im so tired..

im so damned..

im so tired and damned...

[haven't posted for such a long time..]

[very busy with the final exams..]

[gettin too stressed out. read: zit breakouts.]

[hopelessly waiting for some beach fun!]

2006-02-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

wow. it's been a while since i last posted here. hehe.

marami na ring nangyari.

1. I'm already 18! yiheee. Thanks to everyone who greeted me on my birthday! *mwah*
2. I've celebrated my debut, and it was really a memorable experience.
PS: Thanks to all those who attended. =)
Kabios - salamat sa pagsama saken sa Batangas! wuhooo.
Saguneers - namiss ko kayooooooo!
at sa iba pang nagpunta, mahal ko kayong lahat! hehe.
3. Exams exams exams. haaay. Thesis.
4. I think I'm gaining weight. sarap kase ng cake at marami pang food.

- What's up with me lately? Nothing much. hehe. -

and oh... I LOVE FREE INTERNET!

I miss STRC. hehe. =)

2006-01-13T08:17:00.000+08:00

ok..

stagnant as it is..

ill update my posts as soon as i can.

haha.

tinatamad lang talaga ako lately..

and busy din.

ang labooooo!

2006-01-03T18:43:00.000+08:00

school once more.

haaay.

kulang ang bakasyon.
i feel it's not enough.

haha.

i really had a nice vacation though.

lots of foooood.

plus, i was able to catch up with my friends which is really a good thing.

i miss my kaBIOS already. hehe

another term for us.

we're loaded with units this term..

i just hope our professors will be oh-so-good-and-nice.

i wanna rest. im having a skin breakout.

haay.

im a lady in the making.

lapit na.
washoooo.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

'06, BRING IT ON! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2005-12-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

woooooot.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

lots of food = lots of calories hehe.

it's all good!

enjoy enjoy enjoy..

hope everyone's making the most out of the vacation!

2005-12-15T07:14:00.000+08:00

thursday morning glory.

weee. it's vacation already. i can't believe i have survived past those deadly exams in Eco, Orchem and Stat. (Course card on the 2oth still bothers me though.. huhu..)

i have long waited for this day to come -- a chance for me to REST REST REST and have FUN FUN FUN!

ayyy teka, may hindi pala ako pwede ikwento dito. haha. *wink*

i just can't wait to finally go HOME!

mega bonding with family and friends.

i have one problem though when it comes to going out with friends this vacation -- m.o.n.e.y

hahaha!

i don't know how often i will be able to post this vacation.

i promise to keep this updated as much as i can.

everyone, have a nice Christmas ahead!

*toodles*

2005-12-06T19:09:00.000+08:00

wuhooo..!!!

three exams in ONE day. ecollab (GRR!) ecologg (double GRR!) stat (GRR GRR GRR!)

needless to say, i still love school.

haha.

i have been awake for almost 40 hours now.

haha.

cant wait till it's vacation already.

oh please please please.

weee. ill be meeting my besht TV tomorrow.

sana matuloy!

err.

not in the mood to share stories.

sobrang bangag.

im with raz, roms and mami love, here at strc.

sobrang mahal na namin ang strc comp lab.

haha. free net.

haaay.

woot. impromptu tomorrow! haha.

awt.

2005-12-02T13:35:00.000+08:00

so many things to do, so little time.

konting tiis nalang, at matatapos na ang lahat.

haaay. im not in the mood to share stories today, though i haven't posted for a week now.

it's just that im soOOooOo stressed out, like all my other kaBIOS.

nararamdaman ko na ang pagiging totoong estudyante, pramis. haha.

waaah.

waaaaaaaah.

waaaaaaaaaaaaah.

is it really december already?

i miss my family.

i miss my friends in Lipa.

i miss our home..

shakers. kadramahan!

eh kse naman.. :P

PS: lots of laughtrips today. haha. hotdog and sandwich. bwahahhaa!

2005-11-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

im afraid of so many things.

i don't know if im doing what im supposed to do.

i don't know if im being too impulsive.. too careless.

i don't know if im being too ignorant.. too narrow-minded.

i don't know if i can get things to work out the way i want them to.

i just don't know.

what i DO know is that there are 3.5 hell weeks MORE before I can finally get myself to rest.

what a cruel world, and the sad things is that we have to live with it.

a while ago, i remember telling my pakner this: "life need not be too serious and complicated."

i believe that what i said is true, though sometimes I tend to think otherwise.. like NOW for instance.

again, what a cruel world.

2005-11-12T09:58:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. Eng Revolution Night![11/11/05] with Romsi, Raz, Love, Zyh, Bhi

Akafellas. Mojofly. Sugarfree. Hale. [Rivermaya]

they rock, bigtime.

too sad i wasn't able to watch Rivermaya perform, because we can no longer endure the backpains we had due to almost 6 hours of standing at Sports Plaza..

too sad i wasn't able to have a picture with the bands..

too sad....

Nonetheless, it was ALL worth it.

wuhoo.

im speechless, really.

or is it just because im too tired?

whatever. kayo na bahala.

haha.

..i'll be your crying shoulder..
..tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako ng panahon..
..magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kwarto..
..natapos na ang lahat, nandito pa rin ako..

++ 3 more weeks to go before finals. :( ++

2005-11-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

KODAKAN TO THE MAX!

i wouldn't have been able to upload all our EK pictures to my Friendster and Multiply if not for the convenience of using the net here in STRC. wuhooo.

... and as promised...... (HAHA!)

hmmm. isa pa, kasama na si bhi pero may nawawalang isa.. c robert ata?

oops. one more! i forgot angel.. hehe.!

.. check out my multiply account! http://twist3dcharm3d.multiply.com

2005-11-05T12:49:00.001+08:00

wooohoooo. Yesterday was a blast!

Our EK getaway finally pushed through!

kaBIOS present: some jLOs [me, mami love, raz, misch, bon, angel, zyh, romsi, bhi (w/ her family! hehe!)] + Package Deal (denz, mon, ralph) + robert!

masaaaaaaaaaayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! need i say more? haha.

downside: i have a sore throat. haha! pero ayos lang, kahit boses lalaki pa ako.

we arrived at Enchanted at around 1230 to 1pm (not so sure) and we were all suprised to see SOOOOOOOOOO many people. There was even a "batch" field trip. haha. my gas.

PS: may KJ na mukang chimay na asawa ng Kano at may lola na nagalit samin -- all because we were enjoying ourselves with Robert and Romsi's corny jokes. (Juice - nasapak, Robocop, Superman, Baguio..)

it was all good.

We ate lunch, then decided to ride Jungle LOg Jam. Nagulat sila na pers taym ko sumakay dun. haha. =)

Sa totoo lang, sa 6 rides na sinakyan namin sa EK khpon, 3 ung first time ko. haha! (Rio grande, Jungle LOg Jam, and SPACE SHUTTLE!)

Space Shuttle and Anchor's Away were the best. I'm so happy I conquered my fear. Salamat mga kaBIOS!

The ride home from Ek back here in Taft was ok. Everyone (except me, romsi, bhi and angel) stayed at Misch and Zyh's place. Hehe! Kamusta inuman mga guys?!

Oh. Would you believe we even considered going to bars at Greenbelt, if only we were not in our get-up ala Landmark salesladies and clerks who worked overtime?

just kidding! haha.

Hmm, and of course, the HIGHLIGHT:

KODAKAN!!!! =) hahaha!

i'll post some of the pictures on my next blog entry. hehe! :)

2005-10-31T16:26:00.000+08:00

"in the middle of the extended weekend, Im lost."

what does that mean?

haha. nde ko din alam. labo noh?

HWs in Ecollab + Ecollog + Genpsyc + Engltri give the word "vacation" a whole new different meaning.

Why oh why?

The hw in Ecollog wherein we have to record the date of birth and date of death of at least 100 males and 100 females is especially frustrating, and fun at the same time.

Frustrating: DUH?! the heat, the rain.. the sweat. haha. Fun: THE NAMES! Fructosa (pij will agree with me on this), Arsenia, Eskulensia..... at marami pang iba!

...

I can't believe tomorrow night we'll be heading back to Manila.

my gas, ayoko pa pumasok.

...

It's been raining a lot these past few days. I have to admit, I get really sad when it rains. Maybe a few people know this about me... whatever. BOTTOMLINE: ayoko ng umuulan!!!!!
"eeky feeling, senti mode.."

I had a haircut last Saturday, to ease the burdens my hair is having. (read: split ends, frizzy strands?) I only had my hair trimmed a little, so I guess nobody would even notice the change.

...

PS: Each word I type in here is p.r.e.c.i.o.u.s. (literally, because Im paying for the pc rent.)

++ shake it off!!!! ++

2005-10-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

haaay. sarap talaga magnet dito sa STRC!

*bow*

haha.

a very exhausting orgallab meeting.

an exercise on TLC (not tender loving care, ok?) and Column Chromatography. hehe.

very tiring.. but it was all good.

ay, may kwento ako. haha. mahilig talaga kame magpicture2x.

lalo na habang nagaantay ng professor. BWAHAHAHAHA!

enjoy viewing some of the pics! *courtesy of romsi's phone!*

*putol si raz!* *romsi????*

*WALANG SAWA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

i told you. we are picture addicts. konti pa yan, di pa kasama yung iba.. hehe!

++ YOU AND I COLLIDE... ++

2005-10-25T20:54:00.000+08:00

"WHICH OF THE TWO WATER SAMPLES IS CONDUCIVE FOR AQUACULTURE?"

Ecollab practical exam. good thing I know how to wash the beakers and the flasks..

today is quite ok.

it rained this morning.

Im here at Nitro right now (with mami love and raz), and I can't believe how unfortunate someone like me can get.

grrr.

ah basta!

i ate a lot today.

rice and afritada + 2 pcs. sunflower crackers (pizza flavor) + 2 pcs. macarons + 1 pc. cassava cupcake + spaghetti + 1 pc. choco crunchies + 1 wheat bread (cheese filling) + 4 pcs. janitor fish a.k.a fishballs + 2 pcs. squidballs + dirty ice cream + bacon and egg burger + C2 + approximately 5 glasses of H2O.

oh shaks.. that many?!

hahaha. i don't really have a list of what i eat everyday, it's just that i think im gettin a little more "food-loving" than usual.

..still have to do PLJ for orgallab
..still have to study for orchem
..still have to do my part in our formal lab report
..still have to do hw

blah blah blahhhhhhh

2005-10-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

MONDAY. 2nd day of the week. "1st day" of school. 24th of October.. whatever.

Hmmmmmmmmmm.

so anyway, what happened to me during my weekend stay at Lipa?

Saturday night - FE reunion #3; had a blast with the girls of FE#4 (PS: we never got tired of videoke.)

What else?

ohhhh.. The promises I had made to myself to study for ecollab, and to answer my Genpsyc midterms were..... BROKEN.

nevertheless, icemumu with pakner last Saturday (Friday didn't work for our icemumu, too bad..), treating myself to a footspa, and watching tons of dvds were ALL worth my sunday late-night cramming.

would you believe that it's the first time for me (in my WHOLE ACADEMIC LIFE) to actually stay up until 3am? "coolness" (quoting from ate issa.) i don't even do this during finals.

Thanks to Extra Joss (Extra Lakas!), and of course to Raz, who introduced that energy drink to me. I know I shouldn't be used to drinking that, coz my brother told me a story about his teacher who almost died because of too much intake of Extra Joss.

whew. Extra Freaky, or should I say, Extra SFFFFOOOKKKYYY.

Im sleepy, yet I still really have to study for Ecollab exam tomorrow -- which will be, unfortunately, first thing in the morning.

How lucky can one get?

Good thing we had a group study here at my fadfad. The crazy and "sleepy" people victimized by "Water Quality Analysis" were Romsi, Pen, Mami Love.. and yours, truly.

I bought cassava cake, marble/oatmeal cookies, and macarons -- all for 100 bucks. Not bad, pero sinira ko budget ko na 200php a week. BWAHAHAHA.

OK. enough IS enough.

time to get.. serious.

pero kelangan ko munang matulog.

zZZZzzZZz.

2005-10-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

thursday glory! hehe.

no ecology class! sa wakas, d ko na kelangan isipin ang tungkol sa mga "waste water," at kung anu2x pang kaewanan.. haha.

all the complaints i have mentioned in my previous entry were all... should i say, senseless?

this week turned out to be ok, i guess. not really a hell week.. *grins*

this is because.. exams in CHEM + ECOLLAB were moved next week.

hmm. my weekend's going to be a busy one. take home exam in GENPSYC + homeworks + "gimiks" + miscellaneous chuva ..

nevertheless, im really excited going home. weeee! im going to have icemumu with paknerjanz!

NAMIMISS KO NA ANG ICEMUMU! *yummy*

hmmm.. may naalala ako!

I HAVE TO AGREE WITH MAMI LOVE! DAMIAN CANTRELL IS REALLY CUTE! *drools*

Romsi, wag kang kokontra! hehehehe!

haaay. now all i have to worry about is the trial panel discussion on Engltri tomorrow. i still haven't found a decent research on Martial Law!

waaaah. kaya ko toh! hahaha.

++ How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? ++

it's a GK weekend, a GK feeling..

2005-10-16T11:26:00.000+08:00

sunday. ordinary day. the sun is up..

hmmm. sakit ng katawan ko. BIGTIME. i can't even raise my arms.

this must've been because of yesterday's GK.

GK-ing (HAHAHA!) is super tiring, super "tanning", and SUPER FUN!!!! haha. It feels really good doing something for other people, like building their houses.. Hmmm. I felt happy when an elder from GK said that we are indeed heroes.. Feel na feel ko, kahit first time ko pa lang.

Would you believe that right after going back to our condo from GK, i just took a shower then headed to RP Ermita? haha. walang pahinga.. I wanted to buy a lot of things, and I was so suprised to know that yesterday was the last day of their SALE! Thank heavens. Am I lucky or what?

I haven't been going home for 3 weeks.. I know I should be used to that by now.. but still, I JUST WANT TO GO HOME! wala lang..

Hmm. Everyone's having their sembreak. I feel so isolated. HAHA. I miss a lot of people.

>> Results of last week's exams + Exams (again) scheduled this week + Reportings + HWs = HELL WEEK.

>> Ok, enough of the complaints. Just so you know, Im lovin my life. I have really nice friends.. and a caring family. NAKS.

>> and yes, I CANT WAIT TILL IT'S FRIDAY AGAIN! Finally, I'll be going back to Lipa.. hehe! We'll be having this FE reunion on Oct 22, so I really have to go home. =)

>> I love Cello's donuts, they're such sweet SWEETS. hahaha.. (naalala ko ung mataray na nasa cashier. hmp!)

>> This is it for now.. haha. I've resurrected from blog death. yiheee. I hope I can update this at least once a week. =)

++ I never wanted nobody, coz all I want is you.. ++

err.

2005-09-30T16:22:00.000+08:00

try. :)